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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.
&SHUT THE HELL UP.
Aye, here to say a..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EDWARD! :D
Hope you'll love the present & all your wishes come true! (:
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Got back result slip today, one word to describe- Disappointment. :(
BEGONE.
A nice Saturday spent with Edward. (:Man, it's F&N again tomorrow! :( It's sianzation lahhh. Seriously don't have the mood to go to school these few days. Just find those lessons a waste of time and energy, with all those teachers and so. ARGH. :/
& I'm so in love with my Baby.
BEGONE.
Lost touch with my blog for like so long. At least to me! Haha.
Anyway, got back most papers in school this week. Except for a few because I'm absent for school, yet again. Ohwell. Overall, I failed quite a few subjects. :( Worst of all, I failed Geography. Frankly speaking, I was shocked and extremely disappointed. I didn't expect this at all. It felt as though those hours of studying till wee hours just went down the drain eventually. & yes, it demoralized me so much. Reason being, I love Geography alot..
I shall buck up and score better for Prelims 2. Hopefully I will be able to pass more subjects than this time round. (:
Last Saturday. (: We happened to wear pink together, haha. Shopping Shopping.
Love my baby! :D
RACIAL HARMONY; 24JULY'08.
See Amelia in school uniform! :( I understand why she find those costumes like auntie. HAHA. Don't blame her anyway! Hee. More infuriated with Junhe & Ben, who promised us that they will wear. And Junhe still say that they'll change into the costumes later on, on Thursday morning, back to class. See how clearly I remembered. ARGH.
During Recess time. :D
After Assembly.
Taken by Amelia, who was standing on top of the basin top. [Like below!]
Taken by ME! Yay!
Look at the size of the pants! God. See how many elephants you can fit into it. :D And I realized how short my pants are.
With BAN, in class. (:
I find Xiaohei looked so dreamy here, Haha. :D He's on my bed, by the way.
Going out later, & of course looking forward too. (:
Independence seems to say you don't want me close to you. Independence seems to say I should be able to do without you. Independence seems to say you don't need me as much anymore. & I can't seem to be myself lately, after those recent happenings. What's wrong with me? :/
BEGONE.
Let that moment last.
Let me stay in your arms forever.
:D I love you, my baby.
Sometimes, I realized how much I've lost.
& I knew how much I used to cherish them.
The kindness and love, I shouldn't deserve.
It made my heart feel so guilty.
:/
Back to 'They Kiss Again!", YAY!
BEGONE.
Those reckless words you said this noon, I'll take it as words of anger.
I don't know how long I can hold those tears that are escaping through the corners of my eyes.
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Long Day, but quite enjoyable with the presence of the click. I'm so looking forward for more, and you know something? The feeling of familarity is back, at least some. And i like it so much. (:
BEGONE.
I have this Saturday all to myself at home! (: Been quite some time already. My sister's out with her boyfriend, my brother went to his buddy's house and play, my boyfriend shopping with his buddies, & I'm lazy to step out of the house recently. Not that i particularly like this fucking house, but it's just plain laziness. :/ Besides, I'll be out with my boy tomorrow. YAY!
The empty house feels so good, without any redundant noises like my mum's scoldings and naggings, without my sister's bullshit nor my brother's anime characters talking in japanese! ANDANDAND, only with my xiaohei's snoring! He's sleeping again!
Love him the most in my whole family, to be honest! He appreciates my companion as much as I do.
Longan-huge innocent eyes. :D
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HAHAHAHAHA! Ok, I did warn you guys bout it. It's obscene, i know. I just find it amusing why my xiaohei can sleep like any other human on the pillow, and open his legs WIDEEEEEEE! :D
One thing to complain about Saturdays is that there isn't any appealing tv programmes, even on SCV. It's making my peaceful satuday a bore. :(
Now that Prelims 1 is finally over, it's a sigh of relief actually. Yet, it's of another significance that we're moving closer and closer to O's. So is it a sigh of relief? I don't really think so, but perhaps a temporary one. At the very least, you don't have to look at the books every single day and study till wee hours before going for examinations. You'll look very much alike of a living zombie k. Lol.
Went to trim my hair yesterday, but i find my fringe a little short. I look like some retard or primary school kid lah. :/ Please, the last thing I need is on the way back home and some primary school boy talks to me! History, just leave it nice and sweet. I don't need a repeat k!
Did i mention that Amelia's niece is EXTREMELY ADORABLE? I shall upload her photo when I have the time k? It will definitely make you go "ahhh, so cute~!"
Sometimes, I ask myself.
Do I deserve this? My answer is NO.
Then why am I receiving this kind of shit? Because I don't have a choice. Right, because I don't have a choice to choose or whatsoever, I'm stuck in this.
Are you indulging yourself in self-pitiness? I don't want to either. You think everybody who's in the right state of mind will want to indulge in this? Stupid.
So you think you're stupid? Obviously not.
In another words, you think you're clever? To some extent yes, at least better than some.
Who are the some? You sure you want me to name them? I don't want to get beaten up, you know.
Perhaps a trashing will wake you up from this lame conversation? Thanks for the reminder, I guess i'm wide awake now and ready to stop this crap.
A new way of slacking.
A new way to blog.
I'm just killing time.
Alright, time to rest my eyes and shut this technology down.
I don't want it to get over heated and burn my hand again!
Anyway, my wound is healing! But it's so freaking ugly. It honestly looks like 'chao tarrrrrr' skin. :(
&I still love my boy, as much as I do yesterday!
BEGONE.
Monday was E.History and Food&Nutrition Papers. I think both papers were fairly fine, except that you would need to honestly study for it. Ok, perhaps I'm able to pass by a small margin? Haha. Not to mention that I actually skipped this 13mark essay for E.History. -.-'
Tuesday was Physics Paper, which was obviously a killer even for those who studied. I'm actually in the mini group of people that didn't study, because...
[The story goes like this..]On Monday night, when i finally reached home at around seven forty after spending an afternoon at Amelia's house slacking, I naturally fell into deep sleep. My brother did not wake me up! Eventually, the next time when I opened my eyes, IT WAS SEVEN FORTY FIVE IN THE MORNING! [End of story]
Sad case right? But i would have fail anyway, just a better failing grade. Ok, excuses once more.
It was Human Geography Paper today, along with HCL Paper 2 and F&N PartB Execution. Long day, and i studied till three thirty in the morning where I couldn't fall asleep until four. The two papers were relatively tough to some extent, and I did not manage to finish my Geography Paper and there goes my 9marks. :(
For my Execution, the results of my cookies were not really appealing and so I did not take any photos with my phone. What for right? -.-" It's like, my Sample B looked like minced meatball lah. Thanks ah, God knows what went wrong? & I don't see the need of any redundant comments from others either.
I didn't think that my school days will run out one day, because it seems like never ending. But now, I can see the end of my secondary school road. :/
Usual spot: Northpoint Washroom. Haha.
After PartB Execution, Banban. :D
One more paper to go, and it's the end of Prelims 1! :D YAY!
Time for a celebration and a destress session! Woots.
& no paper tomorrow! YAY YAY!
Wenyi's Birthday.
Pretty as ever. (: [Wenyi]
She claimed that her eyes are of the same size as mine in this picture. Compare, LOL. [Stacy]
12july2008, marked. :D
It's an unwritten promise, of being a lifetime besties.
SHOCKED? LOL.
Anyway, it's just my left palm covered with some cream because i burnt my left palm. It was a rather careless and dumb mistake actually. So i heated his mini pot with no handle, and forgot about it. & then, I decided to take it to the sink. I lifted the pot with my bare left hand, and scalded my whole hand completely. Currently, my pinky finger is recovering from a blister as a result of this incident. -.-"
Enough said, I'm exhausted.
Show me how well you understand me, and I'll show you how much I love you.
BEGONE.
Chemistry Paper today was ok ok, but still, passing the paper or not is another problem. Nevermind, leave it to God. HAHA.
It's nice to know that it's Friday, because tomorrow will be Saturday and I can sleep in later than usual. Prelims are stressful as usual, & i'm just trying my very best to manage/suppress it. Of course, one good way to get rid of stress is to exercise vigorously before bedtime. You know why? So that you can convert all those stress into energy and used them up. It will also let you sleep more soundly rather than losing sleep due to those excess stress. Yups.
Besides, I'm looking forward to tomorrow for another special reason! :DD
It's Wenyi's birthday, and we're going out to celebrate! I'm can't wait, obviously. Just the Birthday girl, Stacy, Junhe and Me! Sometimes, you'll wonder if having a primary school bestie in another school will be a better thing. Because to me, it seems as though it's this case. Till now, I still don't think it's worth it. Feeling kinda emotional tonight, i guess. Spending those time in front of the television, not watching the drama, but reminiscing at those memories back then. I don't even know if i should smile at those wishful thinkings or shrug them away and carry on with life. I've got no idea at all. Show me the light, guide me through the path. Anyone?
Because you don't feel how it's like to be me.
I don't know what to do.
All i know, is snivelling till my eyes close for the day.
BEGONE.
So, HCL was slightly better. It's more manageable but it's tough at the same time. Hope i'm able to score for Paper 1, and do well for Paper 2 which is another write-till-your-right-hand-is-disabled-kind of paper. Just like today's Physical Geography, it's like Oh My God lah. Speechless, i just want to chop off my right hand after the paper ended. I mean, is there a need to put such a limited time of merely 1 1/2 hour when you have to write at least three pages of answer? We're not participating in some scribbling marathon right? We're suppose to be taking exams! Faints*
& on the way back home, chatted with Serene. You know what? I think bus rides are the best times to catch up with friends, haha. (: Although i hate to say, there's always a time where you need to alight and return to your empty house. There's NO bus driver who is willing to drive forever just to let you and your friend chit-chat. EVEN if there is, there won't be enough fuel ok! :( Humpf.
So agitated don't know for what?
I know!
Because tomorrow's paper is Chemistry, a paper for you to sit there and stone for nearly an hour because you don't know how to do. Ok, that's me!
Whatever, good luck to all and survive through without knocking your head against your wall.
Changed my blog song to suit my mood recently. (:
So, anyone wants me to recite the effectiveness of the different coastal measures in Singapore?
BEGONE.
Today's SS paper was, COLD.
That's all i remembered, at least? Lol. So the topic which I focused on came out, but I happily forgot some factors. Dumb enough, so i went to do one which I did not study but just purely based on memory. So, let's take it as a memory test then? Lame~ Lol, reminds me of Zheng's brother. :D
Anyway, he happened to wave goodbye to me for the first time! Yes, despite the many times i went to his house, and waved goodbye like some fanatic to him and he didn't respond AT ALL. Unfriendly guy, but i'm sure we'll get better. (: He's just going through puberty, i guess?
Tomorrow will be E.Maths and HCL.
Gonna be so dead for E.Maths, and all i pray is a pass will do. Alright, for the time being. I shouldn't be that stupid right~? -.-' For HCL, i'm just losing my confidence in Chinese. I don't know why, or maybe i know. Whatever. Even now, I think Zheng's chinese standard seems better than mine, ohwell.. Perhaps that's not a bad thing afterall.
Better get going, and get back to E.Maths.
At least just stare at those formula on the textbook also shuang right?
Mental Note: Bring a jacket tomorrow, or prepare to freeze to death within 4 hours of paper.
BEGONE.
& maybe tomorrow will be a better day.
I've gotta brace myself up for the challenge ahead.
Though honestly, I still can't find my motivation anywhere near me. :/
Met up with Wenyi recently, and YAY! :D I miss her much more than i can say, and I'm so sure that we're gonna be best friends for this lifetime. (:
Through nights when my pillow was soaked,
How I hope you were here with me and your arms around me tightly.
BEGONE.
& for all that, it's three pages of hard work with clotted up blood vessels at the tips of all your fingers. -.-' However, at least it will only lasts for a mere one month. Ok, not a mere one month. But deadly 30 days or so.
Endure through, & I'll survive~! :D
Night study sessions have already started, and i'm thinking of whether to attend them or not. Perhaps not on the first session before Prelim 1, because i need time to turn my mode to 'study mode' and shoo away all redundant distractions. Like my boyfriend? LOL. He's too attractive, i guess? Because it's him who find me so redundant, ohwell..
Anyway, speaking of him. Today's history lesson was a total embarrassment for both of us who looked like some dumbfounded idiots. Crystal was late, unfortunately. & there was this sudden history project presentation, and ours was proudly done by Crystal. So when Miss Kaur opened our project, we couldn't deny because our names are on the front page. Like DUH! -.-"
So the whole class was looking at us with those extremely looking-forward type of look, i suppose? Pathetic us had to go up, but i kindly forced him to present everything obviously. Reason being, I couldn't stop laughing like I've just escaped from IMH and I've got a feeling my face was as red as a tomato. Ok, so Crystal came in at the very last minute when we were done and thought we just started. HAHA. Why she didn't come and rescue us earlier right?
Moral of the story, that's how Miss Kaur knew the project wasn't done by Yongzheng and I. LOL.
Alright, end of story.
By the way, it's PE tomorrow! & I love PE, because last week during height and weight, I've grown taller! Which is like, FINALLY?! God, do you know how long i've been waiting for this day to arrive? Though it's only 2cm, it still counts. Which means i'm only 19cm away from my boyfriend's height! YAY! To add on, I've lost weight despite eating a packet of butter crackers, a bowl of tomyam and a packet of green tea during recess time. LOL, when i've already promised Ban i won't eat anything. HAHA, so that means I can't resist temptation at all. Something to be happy about? As long as the height still continues to grow, and not my weight! :D
So much for talking bout PE. I'm gonna talk to my boyfriend on the phone before turning in for the day already. My brain is pretty much damaged thanks to the F&N coursework in the afternoon.
Gimme some brain juiceeeeee!
BEGONE.